Husband

Husband:

So as you can probably guess my post today is about my Husband Brian Allen Berthon….

When Brian came into my life it was a very dark time, I had just gotten out of a relationship that was full of lies and cheats, I told God that I was done with men and that I was done with relationships and done with ever finding true love.

As most people know Brian and I met online when he was over in Iraq fighting for our freedom, now I grew up military and always had a special place in my heart for anyone military, so I agreed to be Brian’s pen pale and boy that was the best decision that I could have ever made in my life.

Brian and I went on our first date to dinner and a movie and I remember sitting at dinner thinking to myself, I never want this to end because he was so down to earth and we literally talked for hours and have always been able to talk for hours about anything. Step one to being in a healthy marriage is talk with your spouse don’t yell and scream and see who can get louder but talk and look into each other eyes and know that you are safe and tell them how you feel.

When Brian proposed we had only been a couple for 6 weeks and everyone said that we were crazy to be getting married in such a short time and that we would never make it. Well when you know you have found the one then you just know God showed me that not all Men are evil and there are still some men out there that are true and honorable and I married one hell of a honorable man that stands up for his family and works his butt off for our family and give me the opportunity to stay home and raise our family and I will never ever take that for granted and Thank him every day for the privilege that I have.

Over the years Brian and I have been through many valleys and at time we looked at each other and wondered how we would ever make it to see those mt. tops. Brian has stood by my side through 6 surgeries in the 7 years that we have been married and those valleys have been struggles but he was always right by my side when I woke up but it is because of having each other to lean on that we are able to make it through and will continue to make it through.

Brian not only my HUSBAND, but he is my BEST FRIEND, the most amazing FATHER to our 3 girls,  he is a MILITARY vet and THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!!!

Brian I love you so much honey and thank God for you every day that you are in my life forever or at least till God comes back!!

Favorite Time Of The Day!!!!!

People always ask me what my favorite time of the day is….Well I finally have an answer, when I go in and see Hannah-Joy laying on her tummy, her hair all over her pillow, the sound of her sucking on her binky sleeping like and angel, then going to the next room and seeing little Cheyanne sprawled out in her crib,  drooling out the side of her mouth and sucking on her fingers also sleeping like a angel, then I look over at Izabella who in laying on her back and her hands above her head like someone told her to stick-em up, also hearing a little snore come from something so perfect and looks like a little porcelain doll and then crawling into bed next to my hubby who is sound asleep on his back with his hands above his head looking like someone told him to stick-em up and snoring just a little and knowing that my angels are all safe and snuggled in their bed and knowing that the man that I love is warm and cozy. This is my favorite time of the day and you know what I wouldn’t miss it for anything!!!!

I have the best life ever and so grateful for the family that God has given me!!!!!!

They May Be Twins But Sooooo Diffrent!!!!

Izabella Grace

Cheyanne Hope

Rock Bottom

This Is So True!!!!

My Days!!!!

The Only Thing That Gets Me Through My Days!!!!!!!

You Are Not An ACCIDENT!!!!

One of my husbands best friends put this on facebook and it took my breath away....

When we found out that we were pregnant with baby number 4, I said it was an accident and you know what this baby wasn't an accident it was planned by God and what and amazing accident it was. even though I never got to meet my baby or even touch my baby this baby has changed my life in so many ways this baby was defantly NOT AN ACCIDENT!!!!!!!!!

Playing in the Pool

 

Hannah-Joy is defiantly a water baby, we spent some time with Nana and Poppy in California and the whole time that we were in California she spent most of her days playing with Nana in the blow up pool in the back yard.

She also decided that a bucket would work just as well as  the pool!!!!!

I'll Fly Away

Brian and I are sad to say that Baby Berthon #4 grew angel wings and flew home to be with the lord.

We are extremely sad but we know that God is holding our sweet, sweet angel in heaven with him right now.

It's funny how you hear a song and you sing it for so much of your life but you never know when that song is going to mean somthing to you in a time of need.

The other night when we lost our baby, I looked up at God and I said that our baby had grown wings and flown home to be with the Lord. Well this song has defantly hit a special spot in my heart!!!

Dedicated to our Angel (Baby Berthon)

Some glad morning when this life is o'er,
I'll fly away;
To a home on God's celestial shore,
I'll fly away (I'll fly away).

Chorus
I'll fly away, Oh Glory
I'll fly away; (in the morning)
When I die, Hallelujah, by and by,
I'll fly away (I'll fly away).

2.
When the shadows of this life have gone,
I'll fly away;
Like a bird from prison bars has flown,
I'll fly away (I'll fly away)

Chorus
I'll fly away, Oh Glory
I'll fly away; (in the morning)
When I die, Hallelujah, by and by,
I'll fly away (I'll fly away).

3.
Just a few more weary days and then,
I'll fly away;
To a land where joy shall never end,
I'll fly away (I'll fly away)

Chorus
I'll fly away, Oh Glory
I'll fly away; (in the morning)
When I die, Hallelujah, by and by,
I'll fly away (I'll fly away).